i relize I don’t have any followers. Which is due to my lack of blogging. I guess I’m just so lost when it comes to blogging. However I love being able to write my thoughts and put them out they’re for the world to judge me.. Lol!
So I’ve felt for a long time, well since I started this blog that I’ve not been 100% myself. Maybe because I’m scared to share my scars. I’m over all of that. They are who I am! So don’t mind me while I take you on a road trip it won’t be long, I’m only going to touch on a few things that make me,me.
When I was in my 20’s, yep in my 30’s so I feel like I can say that. I had no idea what I was doing with my life I’ve always worked and had great jobs. I’ve always just worked hard and moved right up the ladder. Fairly easily. At 25, I lost a really good friend, and he reminded me that you can
Make all the money in the world but if your not happy , your not happy. So off to college I went, I love to decorate, it’s always come easy to me. Love straight lines.. Anywho, while getting my degree I learned I had breast cancer. Yes, the big c word. That news floured me like it does anyone. But even more so since this is what I lost my mother to at a very young age.
With the best doctors, and my young age we decided being aggressive as possible was best. And we’ll I got new boobs out of it. Lol! As you can tell I stayed positive the whole time. This was life changing for me to say the least. We all have those moments in life that just change us, and for the better.
After all my treatments and finding fitness and a new outlook on life. Life was really going somewhere for me. I loved life I fell in love with getting healthy and finding my strength. It’s been a slow journey, but I’ve ran and few 5k’s and couple mud runs. Found the love of my life, even had a baby. She’s my pixie, I just love her more then anything.
Now finding my new place in this world being a mom. I’ve struggled again with getting myself back on track. I was working out, eating right yet nothing I did before was working. Finally I started having health problems again. Now 9 years cancer free it’s found me again. Only this time in my liver. Yep the c word is back in my life.
I found it this time by having gallbladder pain and symptoms. Which took me to the emergency room. Now undergoing treatment again.. Ugh! But keeping my positive outlook. Treatments are going well so far. I’ve even found my fitness step again. Yet still striving for a slow and steady journey.
I’m hoping that if all still goes well maybe this story or my story will help you find your path, or relize that even you can look past the scares and it’s just a mark of your story. I hope to keep everyone updated and maybe one day start working on my path to becoming a fitness motivator.
Do you have a story you’d like to share or know someone who’s fighting the c word? I’d love to hear from you.